"When my Heart ponders over the colors of life ... You come as a savior to my eyes And with my Pen I jot down the thoughts and embrace LIFE as it comes ... " - Saswati Barat

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Please ..

i don't want to wake up
and see the mornign sky
i don't want to stand
alone in that crowded lane
i don't want to breath again
that sweet breath of yours
i want to die
die and fade away
u wanted to fade away too right ?
with u and urself
i want to
with all that i have
with all that we had
i hate u
i wont forgive u
u hurt me
like the morning hurts the last hopes of darkness
like the july rain hurts the hard soil
like the butterfly hurts the soft petals
why ? why is it that i have to suffer
each and every time
that trust
trust of being with u
trust of being urs
how could u break it
break it into pieces
shattered and smashed it
so badly
just leave me
i cannot take this
it hurts
the morning sky
the blue rays
the green drops
i hate it
i wanna live again
i want to live it
i may not be aware of ur favourite color
i may not be aware of ur favourite tune
i may not be that pretty petal everyone seeks
i am sorry
i beg u

- saswati barat
25th october 2008