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On time

Of hours of faking looking into my phone
Showing I am busy running through lives and their stories
Not really ignoring you know, but I hope you understand my need to be hooked to my phone
Cause I don't find people like minded to talk to
So I'd rather drizzle with a life I can be what I am..
Innocent non cheating acts of pure fun and pass time
I am not sorry I did not remotely feel the need
Or may be I did
And it was not awkward
I had to scroll through the world's opinions on sarcasms created for humor cause it catches
Oh you are sharing your deep heart's treasure
But honey, I am busy checking out some unfamiliar interesting bodies
Look how wonder lust these are
It's been eons since I have felt this connected
She even listens to my kind of music
Im sorry I don't really know your favourite
But you need to like this creative here making fun of bull shit. . Don't you find it hilarious darling
Startling
Heart beating
Fading
Into time

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