"When my Heart ponders over the colors of life ... You come as a savior to my eyes And with my Pen I jot down the thoughts and embrace LIFE as it comes ... " - Saswati Barat

Sunday, May 01, 2011


let me smother you

in my evil soul

make you sweat

with my tremendous ego

have you eat

in my soul full eyes

and dictate your thoughts

with my mind


- Saswati Barat

PS : was dancing .. had these thoughts .. so penned them down ..


A thunderous night
With a melodious wind
Come and by
Brush my mind
Let my mind
Go free
Cause today I let go
Let go of you
And just let the wind be my guide
And what all I do is mine from now
Not a his master’s vow
And the earth can sing a song for me
Come my darling
Stand free
This freedom is all you want and need
And I can dance and breathe and sketch my world
In colours I like to be
Not a bird to change her wings with the course of life she takes
Coz I know my life shall let me be
The girl I want to stay

- Nameless Fameless

Hann and Beth

when beth and hann had to leave

I thought I might just well forget them

as the others had told me

they would never be back

hann came and kissed my cheeks

leaving a trace of her scent

it was quite hard

to tell her she was special

but it was more hard when

beth told me she would be going away

away and forever away from me

the same usual nose to nose touch

and she ran ...ran as fast as she could

may be i was crying

may be she was

I wasn't quite sure whose tears were rolling down

my cheeks

and touched the spot where hann had kissed

it burnt

burnt so hard that i had to wash my face

and realize i wasn't myself

any more

or was I like this always

and had just changed with their



and hann

her name was hanna beth

she was my love

my first love

and now she was gone

dwelt back to the darkness of reality

I was not sure where I belonged

I had to pinch to know

and landed up in the brothels of London

and stood aside

with the spotless white camisole

to cover the last remaining dignity

I could run away

like beth and hanna did

or I could stay

like hanna beth

like me

my name

my identity

- Nameless Fameless :)