Nameless Fameless

let me smother you in my evil soul make you sweat with my tremendous ego have you eat in my soul full eyes and dictate your thoughts with my mind come - Saswati Barat PS : was dancing .. had these thoughts .. so penned them down ..

A thunderous night With a melodious wind Come and by Brush my mind Let my mind Go free Cause today I let go Let go of you And just let the wind be my guide And what all I do is mine from now Not a his master’s vow And the earth can sing a song for me Come my darling Stand free This freedom is all you want and need And I can dance and breathe and sketch my world In colours I like to be Not a bird to change her wings with the course of life she takes Coz I know my life shall let me be The girl I want to stay - Nameless Fameless

when beth and hann had to leave I thought I might just well forget them as the others had told me they would never be back hann came and kissed my cheeks leaving a trace of her scent it was quite hard to tell her she was special but it was more hard when beth told me she would be going away away and forever away from me the same usual nose to nose touch and she ran ...ran as fast as she could may be i was crying may be she was I wasn't quite sure whose tears were rolling down my cheeks and touched the spot where hann had kissed it burnt burnt so hard that i had to wash my face and realize i wasn't myself any more or was I like this always and had just changed with their presence beth and hann her name was hanna beth she was my love my first love and now she was gone dwelt back to the darkness of reality I was not sure where I belonged I had to pinch to know and landed up in the brothels of London and stood aside with the spotless white camisole to cover the last remaining digni