Nameless Fameless

when the mind boggles over the specs of life and binds the heart within the girdle of kisses and hugs my heart wonders where it went on a vacation is it? lovely blue to cover the gray sweet honey memory or red hot chillies ? like any body i would like to be there and would you want to know where would i stay but yes yes i would laugh and dance with the tunes gushing out every blush oh blush melting like a new made sand pot full of bubbles and full of life with a bit of a dive and straighten the kinds of the less thought emotions less traveled roads and lesser evils of myself care to know where to go again let me flow and be gone gone with the waves and depth of the ocean and corals being my guardians of destiny -saswati 31st october 2009

ami janina na ar konodino kauke bhalo bashte parbo kina toke ja bashi shetai onek "overwhelming" ja bole ar ki nischoi bhabchis bangla te hotat ki korbo bol mon ta to shei bangalir tai sob moner kotha ar engriji te likhte parina jodi bhul bujhis shotti to bhul bojha bujhi amader moddhye onektai kom mone ache boltam agey ? amader moddhe koto koto similarities gune mote cchota "difference" peyechilam tahole bolna re aj keno erom holo amader amader .. bhableo kemon ekta hashi paye tar porei chokh bhore kanna jani re ami ektao kichu theek korina hoeto "personality" tai oram "loose" .. nah aj bolte kharap lagchena kintu janis toke na khub bhalobashi khub bhabini kokhuno je erom ekta poristhiti te porte hobe khub "pure" mone hoto nijeke jani sheta keuna dhoya tulshi pata to noe borong "drain" er jole nogra hoe jawa ekta mon tar moddheo janis lukiye ache ekta konae ekdom heere moton ekta tukro khali tor jonno bole na koela khur

What is sadness ? What is this pain ? Why does it occur ? Why does it stay ? Is it because I've lost a bait A promise made to stay But can't the circumstances count Am I always to be blamed ? A human always wants Some love and peace of mind Some shelter and care And a drop of smile But even when I give bounds Without ever thinking of a return Never to correct your mistakes Why do i fail ever? May be its my "fate" Crooked towards the heart line Yes Palmistry is my major these days Can't rely On mine But will you please tell me why Why don't at times I deserve Or is it that I am really worthless And pathetic of all dooms ? I don't want it always But at times I too feel human Wanting to be loved to be cared A warm hand to hold A wide shoulder to sleep My pillow That's what I would say I have stayed awake so long Just to see you sleep Touching your forehead with my fingers And reclining back almost So that you just don't wake up I know I do Yes you too

how cunning is the world makes you round and round and takes your mind to believe its flat cause if it was round it wouldn't let you fall it wouldn't let you just crash and the proof of its flatness raw still hard cold stones which always makes you trip and injure but if it was round wouldn't it let you just go and never let go ? And also the sky beautiful they say I say its just a blanket Blanket to cover up your eyes and force you to see the world like others do But why Why shall I ? Don't i have me own mind ? Can't I say feel That would be just mine Yes I know I am selfish I am jealous But will you say Why i can't be like me ? When they do the same and claim its just for fun Why can't I ? Why is mine always the crime Why ? - Nameless Fameless

Let answers be told and lights be shown dividing any wrong any petty strong Emotions can go wild One can cry Can't they ? Why is it wrong Wrong to say the way Your emotions keep dusting In your heart And cause that Heart beat is strong can u hear it sound Banging to be heard and saved Saved from the walls it has built on its own will will which might have just been some still still of life where the mind let heart choose what felt right right at the moment of "truth" Break me free Let me see please I need love I need care I wanna be touched I wanna be felt I don wanna be caged like this Please trust me I don't wanna hurt you I wanna be with you All my life Please Let my heart Sing to you Once Its own story - Nameless Fameless

the angel came riding on a unicorn she stood by waiting for me to come but since i was late she went away never to come back again will she not understand my plight ? oh angel come back please take me with you to the woods to the ice and the sand let me too see the world with your eyes