Words & Feelings

What is sadness ?
What is this pain ?
Why does it occur ?
Why does it stay ?
Is it because I've lost a bait
A promise made to stay
But can't the circumstances count
Am I always to be blamed ?
A human always wants
Some love and peace of mind
Some shelter and care
And a drop of smile
But even when I give bounds
Without ever thinking of a return
Never to correct your mistakes
Why do i fail ever?
May be its my "fate"
Crooked towards the heart line
Yes
Palmistry is my major these days
Can't rely
On mine
But will you please tell me why
Why don't at times
I deserve
Or is it that I am really worthless
And pathetic of all dooms ?
I don't want it always
But at times I too feel human
Wanting to be loved
to be cared
A warm hand to hold
A wide shoulder to sleep
My pillow
That's what I would say
I have stayed awake so long
Just to see you sleep
Touching your forehead with my fingers
And reclining back almost
So that you just don't wake up
I know
I do
Yes you too
Love me
And I really don't wan anything more
But may be at times
Foolishly
I might
Want a bit of expression
I love you
A small kiss
A heartfelt smile
And a soft touch
Please
Will you be mine ?
Forever ?


- Nameless Fameless