thoughts unbound

if u hate me
i will hate u back
if u love me
i might love u more
if u ignore me
i will try ignoring u
so what is this life about ?
love
hate
ignore?
nothing more to deepen its line ?
like may be smell
or taste ! of ur eyes .. when it falls on the same gaze as mine
like a lily trying to hide its shadow from the sky
blue sky
if u dont hate me
then do u love me
if u do then why do u ignore me ?
i really dont understand such
complexities
this life throws at us
as ifa math exam for checking the next einstien
life
want it to be much simpler
like
care
trust
bond
friends ! yes thats the first word i remember i learnt to become the
social animal everyone talks about of
come
let me touch those finger tips
and slide away in ur thoughts
perfect blend
of magic
and happiness
thoughtfully wrapped in the smoothness of your touch.

saswati barat
24th Feb 2009

Comments

A Poetess said…

men are men because they know that the cruelest thing they can do to a woman is COMPLETE silence...not that i am a radical feminist, i hereby declare i am not...its just a observation from my own life :)

cheers!

3/03/2009 02:40:00 PM

Commotion

Let it go Let it stay Let it run But see it does not run away Let it feel Let it touch Let it hold But only till you can behold Sweet noise Purple dust Morning and Twilight of dusk Sincere love Pathetic anyways ? Sooth your heart Open it Smell it But see that you don't hurt it Don't eat it It might not taste so good As it looks to be Be like that Do like this Compare Don't Consult Judge by your brain Not your heart Judge By the ways You have experienced Life And not by the Ways taught to you Sense it And it will be yours May be Forever... - Saswati Barat 1:14 Am May 21,2009

I am Society

I am society I am the mind I am greedy I am the kind I am love And I am peace I am what you Think of me is I twirl and twist And stop the change I break the bottle And shift the phase I am Mighty I am a Beast I can be tasty But I can be least Least bothered Least concerned Lest you make Me feel I am perfect I am time I am mortal I am fine I am a story I am a tale I was the king And the angel I am cold Cold like the mountains And I am warm Warm When the sunshine beats When the grenades fail I am the blanket I inhale All your sorrow All your grief I am old And I am ancient But I am patient I am the society - Saswati Barat

In Security

Where do insecurities stem from? How are they formed? Why do they keep bothering us? To put it nicely, I have met and dated a lot of men, and to put it professionally, I am an accomplished psychologist; pun excluded ; everybody has their own insecurities. Some in the form of past experiences, emotions they could not handle, a "Dil ka Dhoka" alias treachery or loosing trust to the extent of imagining or having what mainstream psychology calls pessimistic thoughts, i.e. they just cannot think anything else apart from "what might go wrong". Quite often, the circumstances of our present, our existence becomes "too" real for us. As natural as instinct, constant comparison to past memories and self idealized standards kills the thrill of here and now. What happens with constant emotional insecurity ? "It's insecurity that is always chasing you and standing in the way of your dreams." - Vin Diesel

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