Nameless Fameless

Craning the head Settling in a busy city The nose searches a familiar smell But alas ! Lost Lost in the midst of thousands of reds blues and greens A brown wonders where to sit down Down by the drain he sits And looks on On towards the plain of metal roads And black smoke Ferry green ? Where is it ? Back down the memory lane Powerful winds with a rosemary smell Fills the nose back to reality AAcchhoo Disgusting the Brown thinks In this colorful world with such Dirty tricks Tricks played on wools and pins And even water to drink Drink ? And in search of that i come. Come far my land to this This land of reds blues and greens ! Saswati Barat 24th Dec 2009 10:03 PM

Can this humanity claim that it has drawn out the best of its manners can it say it has been fair to the world around How can the world feel so disoriented Opposinf its own preaching how can one call this Humanity Humane ?? Pretence is the mask taught taught to be glued and never taken apart lest someone catches you and shatter the existence of humanity in mere dust greed hypocricy and what not is made this humanity so inhuman to tolerate - Saswati barat 7-dec-2009

when the mind boggles over the specs of life and binds the heart within the girdle of kisses and hugs my heart wonders where it went on a vacation is it? lovely blue to cover the gray sweet honey memory or red hot chillies ? like any body i would like to be there and would you want to know where would i stay but yes yes i would laugh and dance with the tunes gushing out every blush oh blush melting like a new made sand pot full of bubbles and full of life with a bit of a dive and straighten the kinds of the less thought emotions less traveled roads and lesser evils of myself care to know where to go again let me flow and be gone gone with the waves and depth of the ocean and corals being my guardians of destiny -saswati 31st october 2009

ami janina na ar konodino kauke bhalo bashte parbo kina toke ja bashi shetai onek "overwhelming" ja bole ar ki nischoi bhabchis bangla te hotat ki korbo bol mon ta to shei bangalir tai sob moner kotha ar engriji te likhte parina jodi bhul bujhis shotti to bhul bojha bujhi amader moddhye onektai kom mone ache boltam agey ? amader moddhe koto koto similarities gune mote cchota "difference" peyechilam tahole bolna re aj keno erom holo amader amader .. bhableo kemon ekta hashi paye tar porei chokh bhore kanna jani re ami ektao kichu theek korina hoeto "personality" tai oram "loose" .. nah aj bolte kharap lagchena kintu janis toke na khub bhalobashi khub bhabini kokhuno je erom ekta poristhiti te porte hobe khub "pure" mone hoto nijeke jani sheta keuna dhoya tulshi pata to noe borong "drain" er jole nogra hoe jawa ekta mon tar moddheo janis lukiye ache ekta konae ekdom heere moton ekta tukro khali tor jonno bole na koela khur...

What is sadness ? What is this pain ? Why does it occur ? Why does it stay ? Is it because I've lost a bait A promise made to stay But can't the circumstances count Am I always to be blamed ? A human always wants Some love and peace of mind Some shelter and care And a drop of smile But even when I give bounds Without ever thinking of a return Never to correct your mistakes Why do i fail ever? May be its my "fate" Crooked towards the heart line Yes Palmistry is my major these days Can't rely On mine But will you please tell me why Why don't at times I deserve Or is it that I am really worthless And pathetic of all dooms ? I don't want it always But at times I too feel human Wanting to be loved to be cared A warm hand to hold A wide shoulder to sleep My pillow That's what I would say I have stayed awake so long Just to see you sleep Touching your forehead with my fingers And reclining back almost So that you just don't wake up I know I do Yes you too...

how cunning is the world makes you round and round and takes your mind to believe its flat cause if it was round it wouldn't let you fall it wouldn't let you just crash and the proof of its flatness raw still hard cold stones which always makes you trip and injure but if it was round wouldn't it let you just go and never let go ? And also the sky beautiful they say I say its just a blanket Blanket to cover up your eyes and force you to see the world like others do But why Why shall I ? Don't i have me own mind ? Can't I say feel That would be just mine Yes I know I am selfish I am jealous But will you say Why i can't be like me ? When they do the same and claim its just for fun Why can't I ? Why is mine always the crime Why ? - Nameless Fameless

Let answers be told and lights be shown dividing any wrong any petty strong Emotions can go wild One can cry Can't they ? Why is it wrong Wrong to say the way Your emotions keep dusting In your heart And cause that Heart beat is strong can u hear it sound Banging to be heard and saved Saved from the walls it has built on its own will will which might have just been some still still of life where the mind let heart choose what felt right right at the moment of "truth" Break me free Let me see please I need love I need care I wanna be touched I wanna be felt I don wanna be caged like this Please trust me I don't wanna hurt you I wanna be with you All my life Please Let my heart Sing to you Once Its own story - Nameless Fameless

the angel came riding on a unicorn she stood by waiting for me to come but since i was late she went away never to come back again will she not understand my plight ? oh angel come back please take me with you to the woods to the ice and the sand let me too see the world with your eyes

Time Is mortal Cause it dies as Every minute passes by And Lessens the joys And of course some sorrows Of life While ticking away The past The present just blinks away The future a breath apart Time makes a day A night And a week A month And years together makes Time So mortal So dead So historically Sly I will never get That time back To be patient enough And Wait to watch and see What happens To time - Saswati Barat

I am a seed Born to grow and die Born to live by Life's Smile And through my eyes I see the world in the littlest size And you call me not as Daring As a mustache with a beard Strong dependable muscles Weird ! Of how this world might turn To beasts Than beauties ? Agreed I am the ugliest The most prettiest of all ugly Mankind wants me to refresh Soft water Rose petals Soft Supple Skin Which always makes people By far go wild Hate and Contempt the Very presence of the either If the man reads the newspaper God forbid the women might Go out of their grasp And tell me why Such improper justice Is meddled upon Even among wives Of the wealthy Babus Don't be confused Because life can Be harsh At times A seed , A life and A Smile - Saswati Barat 1:22 Am ps : don't know if you will like it or not.. many might find it feminist in nature but it was not in the true sense, and again it is true, i had targeted the "sexually" dominated in the so...

Like i said Cough it out Sneeze that bit Pain Stuck in that Lump down your Throat Shake it off Blow it out Don't Care Its you Who it matters The most Fear of uncanny things Things royal and mundane Fear of being afraid Of losing the face Of biting a small piece Fearing you might gulp down the whole Of touch slightly Fearing you might not let go of the hold Fear Brush it off No Not brave Fools act that way Just act normally Normally the way You would Don't you let that fear Get in your way Its a cunning four legged Always lurking behind surprises Good news Fear might overshadow Crouch you down the sun Stand up Fight back Don't Fear - Saswati Barat ps : thanks to Indrajit for the spell check :)

Life seems to unfold When you think you have settled down And makes you stir in that comfy seat of yours As if telling you not to just yet Put your guard down And that frown Which finds its way through your face Might project a lot of disgust To life's amusement And bring about that little change you never would have welcomed Could this be a challenge ? Another "life's games" may be ? Or is it much more complex Rather simple in its terms To juggle ones fate In their own hands If you drop it You loose ! And if you don't Master is sure to find a way you do And even if you survive Life ain't gonna make this easy for you Why do we strive so hard So hard in this once in a lifetime ? Purely not indulging to our pleasures To counter react on our impulses Better off Less than Why is it so hard to believe we live And live not for one's sake but life's ? - Saswati Barat

I am society I am the mind I am greedy I am the kind I am love And I am peace I am what you Think of me is I twirl and twist And stop the change I break the bottle And shift the phase I am Mighty I am a Beast I can be tasty But I can be least Least bothered Least concerned Lest you make Me feel I am perfect I am time I am mortal I am fine I am a story I am a tale I was the king And the angel I am cold Cold like the mountains And I am warm Warm When the sunshine beats When the grenades fail I am the blanket I inhale All your sorrow All your grief I am old And I am ancient But I am patient I am the society - Saswati Barat

Your eyes light me up With that thirst buried Buried deep in them So deep that it makes me Drown For it may become another ocean Ocean full of mysteries And An ocean which can stretch Longer than any Sailing through I find myself Lost Lost in you What can be more delightful Delightful than these blue With a dash of brown in the corners What can be more true Take me Eat me with your eyes Let me stay in them And fly - Saswati Barat ps : somehow this was inspired by the book "Twilight" by Stephenie Meyer

Ecstasy Being able to grasp you hard And turn you into my arms Pull you close Feel you close Bless me Oh! This feels so high High Of the soft pink touching Of the redness of the valve Ah ! You make my heart go wild Ecstatically Wriggling beneath Your bosom When our lips forever meet Entangling us in a bond Of Lust No , not the bad one Of the one which comes to us all As a mere existing human Gratifying to his needs Need to love Need to touch Need to feel Ecstasy - Saswati Barat july 26th 2009 11:59 PM

Dil hi dil main Kho gae hum Saanso ke palko main So gaye hum So gaye hum in nasheele baahon main Na rok saki yea dil is haseen muskurahat se Ret ke jaise pighal gae hum NA pyaas bujhi In hoton ki baarish se Na pyaas bujhi in hoton ki baarish se Na raat guzri in lamho ki tarikh se Girti patto ki tarah Kuch bol na pae hum Na pae kuch bol in phigle fulo ki tarah Agar ho sake to rokiye na humain Hum naachis jaise kitne aaenge Ap ki roshan se phigal jaenge Kho gaye hum mitti ki tarah Paani ki tarah beh gaye hum Dil hi dil main kho gae hum Saanso ke palko main So gaye hum - Saswati Barat 14 july 2009

When the sky meets the earth With the goodness of the drop The drop with the "plop" Nothing seems so beautiful Nothing seems so true True with its blue This day was I born Born In the light of the moon The moon Smiled and blessed Said "dear , you are going to be true" True like the rain which falls Washing away all the dirt from thy heart Like it smells on fresh mud Mud , which makes you feel Home Down to be the one You were born Born like a princess With crystals in your eyes And soft velvet in your skin And a heart of gold The Rain said "Dear , be caring and nice loving and dear Sacrifice when needed to do so" The moon also gave me Some tests to complete Said "dear , how will you pass this life if you don't prove to be alive?" And the moon drench me with its rain As I forever slept in its arm Wit closed eyes And a warm heart Heart which still beats today As I grow older a year A year again to complete So on this day I thank the Moo...

Man says that legend is in himself Man says that legend is HIM But what does legend say ? Was it really the man himself or was it something different? Things in life don't turn out well One blames ones destiny Fate laughs But one cries Justice you might not like to call it. Having grudges against someone you love is permitted May not be in the society which wraps you every night But yes in your heart That beats tirelessly everyday for you For you who lives on and creates a LEGEND for himself I wonder how they live They Whose hearts stop beating for them every night And beat for the ones opposite to them Inside them How can you think that they belong to you Mind-Body games Lust I salute them But is it really the destiny they follow It can be a matter of choice Or in most may be Force Force of the legend behind them Who have told them this is what you are What you can And What you will Let me laugh Who is going to watch me ? Utter disgustingly Shame Fear Forget them Because legend sa...

Love. A lost world. In a lost word. Streaming through the depths of our hearts.. Like a lifeless flower. Which still remains but a flower. Its presence radiating.. But. Is it the fault of the flower? To be green,purple or black, And not match with the garden's yellow and blues. Expression. Of kind but honest lines.. Delivered. - Saswati Barat

Touch me with your smile Touch me with your heart Don't Leave Oh please Let me touch you with my soul And feel you with my heart Oh please Don't Leave I know i have been bad May be worse than the most But you know I know that you know I do love you alot Come back Don't leave me Please Oh please Don't leave When you smile I feel the light And the dark in the night Like a starry gaze above When you talk Yes .. Then i feel as if i am Not with me anymore Like i feel Being swept off By a invisible light And then You touch me with your smile Touch me with your heart I know Yes i know You won't leave me Oh yes ... - Saswati Barat 1, June 2009

Let it go Let it stay Let it run But see it does not run away Let it feel Let it touch Let it hold But only till you can behold Sweet noise Purple dust Morning and Twilight of dusk Sincere love Pathetic anyways ? Sooth your heart Open it Smell it But see that you don't hurt it Don't eat it It might not taste so good As it looks to be Be like that Do like this Compare Don't Consult Judge by your brain Not your heart Judge By the ways You have experienced Life And not by the Ways taught to you Sense it And it will be yours May be Forever... - Saswati Barat 1:14 Am May 21,2009

Dipple Dumps .. Doddle Words of a 7 months old baby who doesnt even know the world of troubles ? and happy endings too Yes Yay How ... Who ? Words of a solid old man .. Downtrodden Loved and Left by known and unknown Giggles of a girl child Of a birthday surprise Cry Demanding How sweet that bye is Chocolate date ? care love hug kiss Demands of a gen-X Boy Boy with strong will No bare word dare describe his agressiveness Aggressiveness Of new born Child To Live on and on Who says this world is harsh ? Harsh to those who accept it Kindle the flame Fold your palms See how unnaturally natural this world is to be To be yours and only yours - Saswati Barat @ everone !! ... sorry m presently in a holiday !! (YAAY !!) .. so kinda off the net... catch ya soon ! thans for commentin !!

Nothing as a poem Nor as women Neither being a crown Nor a morning dawn Just being my self till the end I am Nature Always at my best - Saswati Barat 26th march 09 ps : okay now i did not intend to write any poetry but just post this beautiful picture i got while surfing.. :P

Like wise I thought, I might be of use, And take the green blue hue Turn it to white and cheer Peace be upon them Wierd ways this mankind works Where I fight because I've been told to And then cry my breasts apart Like a mother crying for a burnt child While I whine my fate To not give me mine Enough says the human On the roads who dine With milk-liped kids And left over food Why do I fight With God in my hand And not understand even Why He created Man Of all living beings? May peace be with you -saswati barat 23rd march 09 (Blogd Frm my cell :-P)

Thoughtful thoughts Of a migrant mind With darted eyes And stitched up lips With pale white gaze Like full moon haze Come let me show you MY world Of drunken beats Of left over life Like merry go round And seated knives Belt it tight Or else might bite What laughter or cry Smirk or shy Bellowing sounds Of heartfelt kiss Let me show the passion The heart warming bliss Courage and wisdom of tightly Switched them off on Sacred religion You and Me Me the world u seek Of thoughtful thoughts And drunken beats Of left over life Thoughtful thoughts Of a migrant mind With darted eyes And stitched up lips Saswati Barat 10:40pm March 22nd 2009

When things don't change in life we wish it changes when things do we wish it never did What is this change which binds the human heart and fears it so loud that grips ? But better ones never ? Have you heard the long lost tale ? "Karur Poush maash to karur sorbonaash?" Of bitter sweet tastes ? Change is that which plunges us to the core and thrust us up shore to face this uncanny world of new things some old same old but new and some not even recognized by the eagle eye Levels of laughter Clouds of cries Sea of smiles All combine to welcome change or even to revolt it I am what i am but I always want to be like that Life is funny at times - Saswati Barat MARCH 22nd 2009

A poem is poet's thought A poet's Imagination A poem is poet's Pride A pride which is hard to take away by buying A poem is that which gives Life to a lifeless soul Life to a mindless heart A poem is everything to a Life without any meaning A meaning to still exist A meaning to still Thrive Thrive for that only world Which brings you grays and blacks and Whites White lies A poem is eternal may not be real may not be famous A poem is the heart and mind of the people

I may be artificial I may be not real I may be not true But I am beauty Beauty which seeks in a heart of thousand blossomed Rose Take me And bind me with the snow Try me And sing me with a bow I will remain humble and not wince or twin I will flow gently like a soundless shadow by And end up folded in the covers like memories of a loved but forgotten one I am beauty True to its nature and Son - Nameless Fameless ( Saswati Barat) March 04,2009 9:17 PM

When i Feel it has been long Longer than i waited Of soft and brittle eye lashes Waiting to be knitted By those drunken smile and Kitty eyes My Lord , Why do I feel so Happy ? When the world is still fresh Red and the mountains Howl behind I feel as if in a Garden With Flowers Petals Mangoes and Oranges Is that what you say the gift Of nature .. O' Lord Forgive thy speech but I don't wanna see these things All i want is Me My Life in a small little hut enough to feed us And wake up everyday with a blessing That God has given us Pray that the night be peaceful Yes i will make Love Love towards my life and in the end when the laws of nature comes by I will create a new life May Lord bless it with all its might. - Nameless Famelesss March 03 , 2009

if u hate me i will hate u back if u love me i might love u more if u ignore me i will try ignoring u so what is this life about ? love hate ignore? nothing more to deepen its line ? like may be smell or taste ! of ur eyes .. when it falls on the same gaze as mine like a lily trying to hide its shadow from the sky blue sky if u dont hate me then do u love me if u do then why do u ignore me ? i really dont understand such complexities this life throws at us as ifa math exam for checking the next einstien life want it to be much simpler like care trust bond friends ! yes thats the first word i remember i learnt to become the social animal everyone talks about of come let me touch those finger tips and slide away in ur thoughts perfect blend of magic and happiness thoughtfully wrapped in the smoothness of your touch. saswati barat 24th Feb 2009

Me My Ma doesn’t seem to respond me well Not well enough to identify me in her eye My Pa keeps reminding me of my values I just crossed a decade in my life Roll no. 3, Academic Topper, Naughty lil girl Some synonyms my teachers gift me Idiot and nonsense gifted by some others Though I just happen to be me Just me The unlucky year arrives Arrives with it maturity “You’re a big girl now” my parent reminds Reminds me of my purity Active, Jolly, Committed I play different roles in my life Life to me as a Student Life to be still a Child My me welcomes a new company Her name seems to be Teen Arrives with her some designations Which happens to be gifted to me? Cell-freak, psycho, stout and chatter Best friend, Girl Friend, “Cute” and bitter Me goes hunting to hither and thither In search of a so called “my character” Of me being a standard ten learner Of me being the school orator ...

Bustle and hustle beeps and bombs of the silent skies which cries in my eyes like lighted lamp with the breaded vamp of the clock strikes eleven oh me the heaven will sleep soon let me hear it again nomadic views transperent hues birdly crows vows and hows of being that man or woman in the car of drenched wet seats like messed up beats joyous highs mented minds of burned ashes smoke and dark yes thats not the limped packet of cookies i choose with milked acid of white plain dark skinned men and the purple haze and the blue star gaze between the sheets shifting breaths mumbled jumbles of go-bye bus meanwhile hush drops down shadow no mere window black pitch swan ditch donkey yes thats true my dreams being able to miss and miss you. - saswati barat 12th nov 2008

i wonder why it feels like a raining sky as if the world is wet no not with tears with happiness.. i wonder why it feels the dark sky gushes out its deepest purple sworing the moon like the best of pearls as if it is not the queen but with her order - the most precious of all .. that wonders may be the gleamy pearlish light sooths my eye to make me happy and cry tears of joy .. nature bestows those flowers that smell of the happy hours of the day and night i wonder why i always am within those open windows being softened by the harsh cold things of life and warmed by the hands of those who i really care and love and protect green leaves orange umbrella red candy kindling blue of that last candle i have to save for my candle-lit dinner my wonders keep wondering i really wonder how - saswati barat Saturday, November 01,

i don't want to wake up and see the mornign sky i don't want to stand alone in that crowded lane i don't want to breath again that sweet breath of yours i want to die die and fade away u wanted to fade away too right ? with u and urself i want to with all that i have with all that we had i hate u i wont forgive u u hurt me like the morning hurts the last hopes of darkness like the july rain hurts the hard soil like the butterfly hurts the soft petals why ? why is it that i have to suffer each and every time that trust trust of being with u trust of being urs how could u break it break it into pieces shattered and smashed it so badly please just leave me i cannot take this it hurts the morning sky the blue rays the green drops i hate it i wanna live again please i want to live it i may not be aware of ur favourite color i may not be aware of ur favourite tune i may not be that pretty petal everyone seeks i am sorry please i beg u - saswati barat 25th october 2008

will u keep a secret like the stars of the sky will u keep my heart with u like the bee in the hive will u please tell me why oh i feel like i have been intoxicated with that touch in ur hands like i feel in the stands when u pass me by oh that golden smile will u please keep a secret like me tellin u to be not like me again and again yes i feel being intoxicated do u know when i go the morning stars tell me that oh yes u wud know coz u keep my secrets oh yes

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What is this melodious feeling? Like butterflies and purple flies Benched upon the coloured Umbrella? Messing up the morning hair to make it messier Or Even weaving a sock which has 2 different tones Butterfly dreams Wet mornings Dropped window panes Moisten lips with the tip of the tongue Hiding your face from the fellow passer byes To make that peck on the mouthpiece for that special someone Unshaped round pebbles Good to try Chocolate Popsicle Berried bun Moonlit candles to make a bit sour soup than expected Some mistakes which do make u really happy Content Jealous at times To give that tingling affection Exactly between your heart and lungs At times like the evening breathe of wind Slowly passing bye To make u feel cold and cared Dummy head Sweet little cutie pie Closed cupboards that have keys stuck at the holes Honey dropping from the hives Open shoelace but ...